Hope, Life, Me...
I am so excited!! I am seeing results in people who read "A New Dawn" and it is giving me so much hope, for the first time in MANY years. I HAVE HOPE. I don't only have hope for me, but I have hope for EVERYONE who suffers from an illness related to chronic inflammation. I read the books, I seen the research, I seen the "facts", and now, I am seeing the "proof in the pudding". Two of my dearest friends are getting a second lease on life with the help of Ian Stoakes. I can't wait! I am a big chicken to do it the hard way though. I want to do it the easy way. :)
I spoke to Ian Stoakes on the phone today. He is a very kind man with the desire to help people, which is why he wrote the books and why he has reached out to the PCOSA and women with PCOS like this. He just doesn't have time for all the BS... for all the nastiness that occurs in cyberspace. He wants to spend time with people that WANT his help.
You know... I can really see his point. Why go where you're not wanted? When you have only 24 hours in a day and you don't get to spend it with those who WANT you, why spend any of it with those who DON'T want you... those who want to use and abuse you? WHY do we think we need to ACCEPT REJECTION? I have been one to always accept it. Try, try again. WHY??
That is a lesson I need to take to heart in MANY aspects of my life I think! There just isn't enough time for this bologny. I WANT TO LIVE. I want to have ZEST again. And... I want to share it with my loved ones. And those who don't love me? Pooey on them... I give up on trying to please those who will never be pleased, those who SUCK the energy right out of you, chew you up and spit you out and leave you in a mush. It is time that I give THE BEST OF ME to those who love me. And stop bothering with all of those who don't. My loved ones do not deserve the scraps I have been throwing them. Time for them to get the WHOLE ME. The HEALED ME.
Something we ALL should take to heart....
Blessings,
Tarra
posted by ~ Tarra ~ @ 2:11 PM
3 Comments:
At 5:17 PM,
Kerim said…
Absolutely Tarra, I think you're dead-on. I hope that women with PCOS take your story and Tulin's to heart. I know both Matt and I couldn't be happier right now, with both of you getting your health, your life back.
At 8:11 PM,
Tulin said…
Your story hits home Tarra. You are an amazing person who has been through a lot, and has done so much. You are keeping the PCOSA going, if it wasn't for you, what would we have. I can't wait to see the amazing changes in you too. You have been a wonderful supporter, and I thank you for that. I know the time you spent analysising and investigating this information in A New Dawn. Your drive never ceases to amaze me. We are all very lucky to have someone like you in our lives.
Thank you for everything that you do. You are my Angel!
At 10:50 PM,
Amy said…
You are so brave to be putting it all out there -- you are so right -- this is very personal and it's tough, but it's also liberating. I co-worked shared something her grandmother had told her as a child..."Go where you are celebrated, not where you are tolerated." Tarra - I am proud to be in the crew that celebrates you! :hugs:
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