NAKED & RADICALLY HONEST

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18 October 2005

Bittersweet

I am listening to the wonderful music of William Joseph. It is just so beautiful. It is amazing how he can play a song like Kashmir and put such a gorgeous spin on it.

For some reason I am feeling a bit sober today. I guess I am probably worried about my mom's appointment tomorrow. I talked to her this morning and she said that my sister had called to tell her how her CT scan went. She received VERY good news! My sister was told that the tumor in her lungs has shrunk to HALF the size it was. So she is ecstatic!! Now if we can get as good or better news about my mom tomorrow things will be just awesome.

I also have an appointment tomorrow morning - an ultrasound. We will get to see the gender! I am so excited!

We went to the pumpkin patch on Friday with my sister and my niece. It was really nice, and especially nice to see them. Life is so busy sometimes it seems we just can't keep up. The kids had fun except Matthew seemed to come down with a fever while we were there. Then when we left both he and Treytan threw up in the truck! By the end of the weekend I was sick too. But feeling good today.

I have been working on a few projects for PCOSLiving. I am so used to spending HOURS everyday doing stuff for the PCOSA, and now I have this time... it is strange. I am busy all the time, and I am always juggling things, but now I am just juggling one less thing. I really love PCOSLiving. It is a very supportive and positive environment. I am so happy to be a part of it. A friend there lost her baby though and that is just heartwrenching. She apparently had an infection they didn't catch and it caused her to go into labor at 17 weeks. My heart bleeds for her!

It is very bittersweet now... to be pregnant and healthy and have my pregnancy buddy lose her baby... I feel so terrible for her.

I wish you all a great week!

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